At my yoga course one of the teachers said a couple of times: "Too much of an open mind and you end up with your brain scattered all over the floor". (Something like that) My virgoan mind understands that danger pretty well I guess. So I've always had a tendency to, deep inside, doubt every ...
Emotions
I've just been through couple of very emotionally intense days. Mars is retrograde making a conjunction to my Ascendant (plus the retrograde Pluto I guess) and I felt so much anger. I had forgotten how tiring it is to be angry. (I used to be angry more often when I was younger) It's also a bit ups ...
Pluto-Moon bummer 3
(Just need to get this out of my chest) Unbelievable. I'm aware of Pluto's retrograde motion getting closer to square my natal Moon again, but I wasn't expecting that. I just got a phone call from my mother telling me that she broke her foot and that it will take her at least 45 days to recover ( ...
Reaffirming
This is just a very short one. I'm at a cafe in central London just about to start working. I'm helping Frank Clifford (amazing astrology teacher!) and Wendy Stacey (also amazing) with the Student's Astrological Conference in exchange for watching the lectures. Very ultra excited to be back in cl ...
The closing lightness
I've had an intense day today. The opposition between Mars in Scorpio and Mercury in Taurus were bang on on my Ascendant/descendant axis. Lots of anger coming up and issues with communication. Anyways, cutting the story short, today in order to avoid exploding with my friend (the one I've been li ...
The death of powerlessness..
I'm sitting at the kitchen table staring at my coffee cup. Pluto has been retrograde since April the 18th, and as it moves closer and closer to making a third perfect square to my natal Moon I can hear the drums of death, once again, getting louder and louder. I can recognise that feeling too well ...
Is destiny negotiable?
Yesterday I finally decided to take a step further on forgetting and moving on from my ex lover and deleted his phone number. Since Mars has re entered Scorpio I've been getting in touch with yet more buried anger towards him and the lack of communication between us. Then the anger became bigger a ...
A thousand souls
I've been back in London for almost a week and the weather has been quite foul. I don't mind so much this weather as I quite like the introspective invitation from the greyness outside. What disturbs me a bit is being indoors for 4 days and not really spending much time on my own. My peculiar frie ...
Basic duality
I'm back to London from the festival in Kent. It was truly amazing and inspiring to be out there in the field for a few days and I've met some real nice and interesting people. I can see myself becoming more comfortable in my own skin, reveling in my independent and self sufficient nature. I can ...
Letter from Saturn in Scorpio
Dear Sir/Madam, Is outrageous the way that people are lacking depth when it comes to connections and intimacy. Everything is so easily replaceable nowadays that people are also becoming disposable. Or so it seems to me. Why use people to get over someone that you have a strong connection with? ...