I had just about the worst night I've had in ages. I woke up around 3:30 am and couldn't go back to sleep. Not only that, but had to be the container for a whole range of dark feelings for hours. It was like a well pouring out many variations of anxiety and worries. I can't even pinpoint what it ...
Little thoughts on Gauquelin zones..
Today I finally felt the urge to get out into the world again. I went for my first bike ride to where my new job is going to be. The place still a mess, painting to be done, etc. We had a nice chat (me and the owner) and I offered myself to give him a hand with all of that without being paid for i ...
Food for thought
I have the whole house for myself since Saturday night until Wednesday evening. I had forgotten how it feels.. even the occasional loneliness feels lovely. My energy is becoming more concentrated in the bedroom and I'm slowly allowing myself to settle in this place. There is a cemetery around the ...
Professional quest..
I feel strange now. Just had a confusing experience with a client. I've been quite busy this week with astrological work and everything is going pretty well with that. As I come out of my personal crisis, my practice as an astrologer is becoming clearer. I feel that I work as a "transformer". Th ...
Transforming forms..
If my writing is becoming somewhat repetitive I apologise. But this Pluto transit is taking most of my attention and energy at the moment. I can't really talk or think about anything else other than one of the many Pluto-Moon layers that one can feel being triggered right now.. Yes, finally I've g ...
Short but big news!
I'm in my new bedroom right now! ! ! I feel like screaming. How can one measure the happiness and satisfaction of having a home again after plutonic destruction?! ♡♡♡ Gratitude (This is a short post as I'm feeling quite exhausted)
Toiletroom
How amazing. I'm laying down on the floor of a tiny little room beside the toilet at my friend's house. The boiler is in this place and keeps making quite a bit of noise every now and then. There is a broken chair and some of my stuff spread around. A bag filled with books, a backpack and a big b ...
Updates of plutonian times..
I'm hanging out at my friend's kitchen now. As usual he has woken me up at 7:30 am with his idiosyncratic routine. He is renting both of the bedrooms in the flat so we share the living room when I'm around. I'm back in London again. I'm still traveling quite a bit even though I'm just getting more ...
Eclipses/plutonian whine..
It seems like ages since the last time I wrote. I've tried moving to Bristol already but somehow it didn't work. A lot has happened since August 17th (which I'm not going to explain here right now) including being one of the chosen girls to move in that lovely house on Gratitude road. I'm very hap ...
Confessions of a transformed Libra Moon..
This is my second official morning in Bristol. I've managed to start moving here even though I still haven't found a home yet. Got on a train on Wednesday with my backpack, a suitcase and my bicycle and it was very nice to see a few people really keen on offering me a hand. The world is full of go ...