I’m laying down on the floor of a tiny little room beside the toilet at my friend’s house. The boiler is in this place and keeps making quite a bit of noise every now and then.
There is a broken chair and some of my stuff spread around.
A bag filled with books, a backpack and a big box containing a random selection of my belongings that I’ve picked up yesterday at my brother’s house.
The last time I saw these box was when I moved out back in March 2015. It feels like having a little treasure really. I had forgotten a lot of those things and it was a joy yesterday to have them in my hands again.
Never mind that though, I’m not so much into the material side of things. Things are just things. They’re replaceable.
What I want to state here is my feeling of appreciation for this piece of floor in this tiny room (while Pluto goes direct!). The old me would not be able to even conceive myself being relax and feeling secure in a situation like this one right now.
And right now I just feel so grateful for being able to sleep alone again…
Lately I’ve been craving my own company so much that I would rejoice in the toilet for having the feeling of aloneness between 4 walls..
(And speaking about that, someone just used the toilet as I was writing this post and the smell is pretty bad here now..)
Sounds a bit (post) Saturn-Neptunish. The joy (and wealth) of being content in your own spiritual bubble being way more important than material possessions. Craving (and enjoying) your own space and solitude. And being grateful and experiencing Gratitude for what in worldly terms or terms of status doesn’t seem like much.
Good for you.
That’s true! Contentment is a real blessing I guess.
I also felt the Saturn-Neptune influence reflecting questions about skepticism versus belief, that was a big one for me especially regarding my work as an astrologer. Thank you for your comment ♡