At the moment we have so many planets and points in Capricorn or Saturn ruled: Sun, Mercury, South Node, Jupiter, Saturn, Pluto in Capricorn and Venus in Aquarius, which is traditionally ruled by Saturn.
This is a massive Saturn time and I can really feel it. No mater how much in theory I should be celebrating and enjoying some sort of summer holidays here in Brazil, Im just struggling not to feel the seriousness of this moment. All I want to do is work on my astrological practice, on my master, or whatever else career and commitment related.
I wonder if anyone else out there is feeling the same?
Now is also my Jupiter return, which is in the 2nd house trine my natal Sun/Mercury conjunction, and from the cliche astrological cook book perspective, this is an amazing time of growth and optimism, but I just feel burdened and deadly serious. Would that be because my Jupiter is in fall? Some would probably say yes to that, but I just think that this is Saturn/Capricorn energy in general. The seriousness and goal oriented tendency is very much part of this dimension of life.
I woke up today and all I can think about is setting intentions for making my living solo with what I love doing, no more odd jobs please!
I don’t care where Im going to be on New Year’s Eve, if it’s going to be a good party with interesting people, I don’t even care if Im on my own to be honest (like I have done a few times in the past).
I just want to make sure that I do the important stuff, that I take responsibility for my future success. That I take charge of my life and do something of substance with it.
It feels life Im a hundred years old without any time for frivolous things right now… and I truly wonder how people are feeling out there with such an emphasis on Saturn’s archetype? Could people be really gay and truly lighthearted right now? Maybe they are projecting their Saturn elsewhere… I don’t know.
I secretly envy people’s lightness and carelessness … or would that be Saturn’s archetype taking possession of me?!
Reblogged this on Conjure Cosmology and commented:
“It feels life Im a hundred years old without any time for frivolous things right now…”
Saturn Energy in Full Force. Good Analysis.
Thank you for the reblog! 🙂
Yup, strong Saturn Energy means “Pay Attention to Priority #1; all of our other Priorities will do just fine while we’re “gone,” and will still be there after Saturn wears off.” We Fear to Let Go of our fallbacks because we Believe that if we Fail at #1 we Fail as a person, which Belief is the Poster Child for F-E-A-R, “False Evidence Appearing Real.”
I really like the way you put it! Good to keep that in mind, regarding the awareness on the fear of failing, it does resonate true.